Finally and AT LAST!

Proudly presenting to you...

My FTT result slip!

I passed the test, like finally...

After 4 attempts!

Gosh~!

This is my 5th.

Suddenly don't feel proud anymore...

Quite shameful but hey!

I still feel happy!

Cos I put in hardwork this time round.

I took a cab there cos the weather was unbearable.

Reached there at around 1.15pm.

Started doing E-trial test.

Passed the first and second.

Failed the next four papers.

Oh dear I thought!

But i've got an excuse!

I had diarrhoea that morning.

I felt like running to the toilet while doing the third and fourth.

Nevermind i told myself.

I'm going to pass the real test!

I did another two sets of papers and passed them!

So it was a 4-4.

Tell you a secret!

No one is allowed to jot down notes during the E-trial test.

I was caught because I don't know.

It was very malu especially when that lady recognized me.

BUT... I took out my phone, typed the Q&A and saved them!

Immediately after the tests, I sms my friends for help.

Shhh...

I didn't copy all okay...

Just a handful!

There are 50 questions for one paper.

I did 8.

That means I practised 400 questions!

Super tiring!

Then it was the real test at 5.40pm.

I was quite nervous after failing so many times.

Hee... Luckily I've done that 400 questions.

Almost all the questions are repeated.

I just took 10 mins to complete the test!

When I see "PASSED" on the screen...

I went HIP HIP HURRAY!

I must thank the counter lady.

She encouraged me to sit for the E-trial test.

An auntie passed after completing all 10 sets.

She said, "If auntie can pass, I don't see why you can't."

So yeah!

I did it! :)

团圆饭

大家好！

我最近比较忙，所以没有update我的部落格。

不过，每当我看见你们的tags时，我的心好温暖。

因为我知道在我难过的时候，有你们从旁支持我。

告诉你们一个好消息！

我既将参与《团圆饭》的演出。

在剧中，我饰演王昱庆和陈莉萍的长女。

陈莉萍leh! 我的导师！

哈！非常期待！

希望我能把握好每一场戏。

祝我好运！

=)

我从来没有演戏的经验，所以真的很新很新。

很多时候都不知道自己在做什么。

下个星期就要开始拍《团》了。

我一定要进步！

哪怕只是一小步。

这本书是《才华》保姆寄来给我的。

前天刚收到（谢谢你！你真贴心！）。

这几天一直书不离手。

"You may play well or you may play badly; the important thing is that you should play truly."

"To play truly means to be right, logical, coherent, to think, strive, feel and act in unison with your role."

很有启发性的一本书。

我也领悟到一些道理。

希望会有帮助！

虽然脸很圆，不过我希望你们现在也在笑。

因为我要和你们分享我的喜悦。

=）

Dreaming is less painful

My goal is a dream.

It has not changed since five.

Period.

People dream.

I mean a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.

And an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake (daydream).

Cos dream and I-aspire-to-be are different.

Dream is not as realistic as I-want-to-be-a-scientist.

But sadly, I am someone who dreams.

So to speak, I am unrealisitic and not down to earth.

I don't want to be labelled as that so I keep on trying.

Surprisingly, my dream becomes real.

I know education is important but I hate studying.

I believe I can score straight As if I wanted to.

I am a taurus with determined character.

I want to show people that I can do it my way.

I want to prove that degree holders might not be successful.

I want people to know that monetary satisfaction is inferior to passion.

I am living my life and I want to live it well.

No one can stop me!

Reality is often painful.

Unlike dreaming, you can pinch me a million times and I don't feel a thing.

All my "I want", "I believe", "I know" and "I am" become balderdash.

To all students out there, heed my advice:

Study hard if you're not smart and study smart if you've got what it takes.

(Jia you for the upcoming examinations! Exercise, eat well and sleep well.)

I always ask people to go after their dreams.

But I won't do that now.

We are living in a realistic world where you'll die without a decent certificate.

No one cares about your niche area without that piece of paper.

You better think of what you aspire-to-be and not what you dream-to-be.

You might think that my points are controversial.

Yes they are.

I'm a little confused by myself right now.

You can argue that becoming a scientist, doctor or lawyer might not be realistic as well.

Or you can debate that I-dream-to-be and I-aspire-to-be are the same as both involved hardwork and determination.

Well, you can go to www.dictionary.com and you'll know the difference.

But, my dream is not a dream because I aspire-to-be.

Alright I think I should stop here.

I'm having a perplexed state of mind now.

All I want to say now is...

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT!

I will do my best and present my best.

Hopefully you won't switch channel when you see me on tv.

P.S. I will reply to your tag soon! Promise. :)