24 February 2009

Joy in sorrows

I feel like eating:
  • french fries
  • roti-prata with egg
  • long john silvers
  • potato chips
  • fried kway tiao
  • prawn mee
  • mee pok
  • laksa
  • fried chicken wings
  • chocolates
  • brownies
  • cakes

I feel like going to:

  • a faraway place

I feel like:

  • losing my memory
  • meeting all my friends letting them know that they are treasured
  • watching endless movies
  • thanking everyone who has walked through my life (thank you!)
  • writing a happy post instead of emo ones these days
  • sharing my joy with you all... I'm nominated as Best Newcomer in Star Awards

Star Awards. A variety show that I'll never missed from young. Cheering for my idols. Placing bets to see who will win. Enjoyed every moments of the show. Different this time round. I'm going to watch it live! With myself in one of the lists. So people out there will either be cheering or boo-ing like what I did before. Of course in my heart, i will still wish that my idols will win... Just that I can't cheer out loud or make comments about who-who and what-what with my family. It's really kinda weird... Hmmm... 26 April 2009...

09 February 2009

失去了,找回了

这个行业让我的心情起伏很大。
有时候我不知道自己在做什么。
会很烦、很空虚、有失落感。
当我能够投入工作时,就会有无限的满足感。
所以,我每天都活在失落感与满足感之间。
我说过:“开开心心过日子。”
我一直在尝试。。。
不过当一个人失落时,是很难流露出发自内心的笑容。
但是,我还是会努力地找回我对演戏原有的感觉。